Advice for a not so blind..blind date? lolz.?

Ok.So.My B.F. & I have been dating online for 4 months. He lives in Canada & I live in Chicago. For a few years I have been wanting to move for college (I'm 17 I'll be a senior this coming year & he will be in college on Sept.1). I'm supposed to visit him in Nov..I'm scared. I've had boyfriends here & every guy I become friends with starts liking me as more than a friend, but because of personal reasons & shyness I have never kissed a guy. That's the first problem, I'm nervous we might kiss. The second problem is I'm scared he won't be attracted to me..My boyfriend says he loves me & I definitely love him & he tells me I'm beautiful all the time & says he'll love me, but I'm self conscious about my body. He is VERY gorgeous & tho most people don't expect me to have a stereotypical "perfect body", I feel like I'm a little too big..My male & female friends say I'm not fat or skinny & that if he isn't attracted to me hes' an idiot & they'll kick his @zz. I still care. lol. ? IMs accepte